Soul Searching

I know i have been running away from expectations, especially of the people around me, trying to hide it all, by saying 'its my life', loud and aloud at every chance thrown my way (by now you should know that i do have my fan following..duh..)

So, one self doubting session down, how do i feel ?

More responsible towards myself, more in charge of myself, more in control ???

naaah....

Are you mad or wat ? I have many better things on mind :D
like,
1. do some job searching at the job fair tomorrow.
2. watch a nice, refreshing stupid movie.
3. Go volunteer for the international fest of college.
4. keep myself busy !!!!!!!!!!!!

Btw my mom just got overtly senti after reading the letter, so its got nothing to do with my writing skills..for a moment i almost felt like writing a 10 page long letter to her, explaining how you should not say such disturbing things to emotionally challenged people like me.. But, as the new personality trait goes, i gave up :D

And if my earlier post made u doubt urself, then i take the responsibilty of my actions. See, i am already improving..

SS helps :D